raining now
seems like rain for me
suddenly feel that me so useless,so dissapointed,so... like bullshit
very sad

without you, me really dont no how worst am i
finally,i know what type of ppl is me
because of me
u have no free time
u cant do urself in front of me
u be laugh n scold by others
u cant do ur favourite things
y dont u juz tell me?
u know me very uncomfortable now,cause too late,i knew it too late
me very upset
i dont no what can i do now
dont wan meet u?
sleep at home and dont think it?
or what?

but,gt one thing that i wan to say is
actually,i hv true friends
n pls dont simply say anything that u not yet comfirm
really hate this

anyway thx
oh ya, wanna tell u that
if dont like to go out wif me,juz dont ask me to go
will hurt our friendship
althought still hv something wanna say out to u
but,forget it bah
however,we r still frien
juz leave me alone awhile, i wan some times to know myself
after that, im new again, as new as a juz borned baby